11/26/2006
we can never be satisfied. let us just be contented with what we already have?
:D quite an unexpectedly good day. spent half of it sleeping. but.. somehow i feel
back again,
alive again, happy and rested (: thank You Lord. thank God for ethel. heehee :D was late for serving yet again :/
the desire for acceptance.
we try and try to get what we want, thinking that God doesnt want to/ cannot help us. sometimes its because we find our desires "not Godly", eg. materialistic desires? sometimes its because we find our desires too small for the Almighty to even bother about. surely He understands, He is the One who created you! surely He wants to help, His love for you is higher than the heavens. i know that my Abba knows every part of me even better than i do myself. my most secret desires, those i keep in my heart. all the questions i have(however stupid they might seem). HE KNOWS, HE UNDERSTANDS. He wont just sit there and say "ok, let's see how you're gonna get through this". He wants His precious children to sit at His feet and ask Him. ask Him for your supply, ask Him for wisdom, ask Him for this, for that... He never runs out! He is ever willing to GIVE GIVE GIVE. He died so that we may have life, and life more abundantly. life meant to be enjoyed, not a life where we toil and labour to get what we want. a life well taken care of by Him(: He is the Provider and my Father. He freely gives me all things.
it took me so long to realise that unconciously i was labouring, running after so many things. this is not for me to worry or labour. since He put these desires in my heart, He will help me and satisfy them(: like a dog going in rounds trying to catch its tail, but he finally stops "pursuing" it, the tail will follow him wherever he goes!
But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be GIVEN to you as well
Matthew 6:33 (: this life You've given.
the Lord bless you and keep you safe!
Christ lives
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